the chill in the air
fuels the chill in my soul
I can barely feel my own heartbeat.
these raindrops turned snowflakes
mimic the nature of my fears
I am scared of change
I am paralyzed by transformation
I dread each day for how it will be
different from yesterday.
so now I'm stuck
frozen in this state of being.
you look at these falling bits of frozen water
and see beauty.
I can't keep myself from shivering...